
The joyful news that He is risen does not change the contemporary world. Still before us lie work, discipline, sacrifice. But the fact of Easter gives us the spiritual power to do the work, accept the discipline, and make the sacrifice.
~Henry Knox Sherrill
Happy Easter to everyONE! I reminded myself to be really happy today and not think of myself, today is the day for our saviour sooooo i'm not gonna sulk ha-ha. I wish everyOne a happy Easter and God Bless may we all remember that Jesus is the reason for the season!
Who's up for Egg hunting? haha kidding... no eggs hidden here unlike in Rocketboxx.net forum. I just one real easter egg and alot of troll or smelly eggs i hope i win the raffle i will give the Cd to my friend. Enough of me.... I prayed hard last night thinking of my family, I was praying while my parents are fighting in the room next to mine and mind you it 3 am in the morning when they started fighting... I just prayed to God to help me make them stop. I'm not in good terms with my parents (yeah i know). I kinda of gave up on them, i gave up faith that everything will be okay in our Family... i just hated hoping that someday things will turned out fine. I gave up on dad that he will gave up all his insecurities and mom to not cheat on dad (yeah we caught her many time but what can we do? She is the one making money here at home).
I promise to myself that i will never be like them. I promise to myself that if ever i will have a family it will never be close to what i have right now. My family would be a complete and happy one. Then i could say from the bottom of my heart that i'm really happy.
I wish all you guys the best! if you happend to be reading this help me pray not just for me or my family.... but for every child that is suffering emotionally because of their parents, who always fight and for children who has families broken apart....
God Bless everyone
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LESSON 1:
STALKING!
Okay i was annoyed with some fan girls who keep shouting and blowing my stalking cover! Men it's annoying when you are about to enter the restaurant where your idol is eating and then girls started shouting/screaming! And then a step closer to entering the place, security personnels stands your way and declaring no one can enter! WHICH TOTALLY SUCKS!! I want to discuss some guidelines on the stalking department. A fan girl can be a successful stalker after reading this! This plans worked out for me. Hope other fan girls will use this and be a effective stalker to their idols.
First:
DRESS NOT FOR THE PART- If you want to stalk then dress like you are not stalker and of course dress like your not a fan girl! ABSOLUTELY NO FAN SIGNS! FAN SHIRTS or anything that can hint that you are a fan girl or stalker! one rule is that be conspicuous. Dress comfortably you don't want stilettos when your running right? a nice pair of chucks or rubber shoes would be nice.
Second:
DON'T LET YOUR COVER BE BLOWN- Do not! i repeat do not let anyone know you are a stalker unless you have someone with you who has the same purpose but never be in group of greater than two! If you guys are so many you will end up jeopardizing your covers. If you have no choice because you are really a group pf crazy fan girls then divide your group. Pair up.
Third:
MAKE A STALKING PLAN- Stalking plan means make several plans on how you will be able to stalk your idol/s DUH?! Okay Don't settle with just one plan. Have plan B and c and d and so on you get the point. If smart fan girl/stalker always has a plan. Always be ready!
Fourth:
KEEP CALM- Securities would be less about your presence and PLEASE you don't want your idols being scared right? NO SCREAMING! i really hate it! and don't squeal like a pig.
Fifth:
PULL STRINGS- Know everything you can about the idol you are going to stalk. HOTEL. SCHEDULE everything. If you know an admin of staff get information from him/her and make sure you earn her/his trust that you are going to shut your big mouth! Its fun stalking when you know you are the only one who's going to know your idols steps and other nosy fan girls out your way! ha-ha-ha
Sixth:
SKILLS- Patience is a virtue, you must have perseverance but never over do that perseverance you might end up messing up and screwing things like making the security more tight because of crazy nosy fans girls who want to stalk/see/ambush/approach harshly their idol/s. Ex. Edsa Shangrila Hotel was not that tight when U-Kiss had their first night and some fans went to their floor and knocked on a door (who happens to be Eli's room) and Eli opened it and He was shocked to see the fans then the next thing we knew we can't go up to their floor. Sucks! Whole floor are full of security guards and bouncers and everything.
Seventh:
BE ALERT AND ON GUARD- This is soooooo self explanatory! Okay be alert of fans girls following you. Keep your info to yourself! Be alert of securities and be on guard if there are securities around and staffs or admins of the fans club they might notice you a lot that's why you should be conspicuous about your goals. Any chance you see grab it. Trust thy instincts
Last:
SAFETY- Never risk your safety and your idol/s safety. I got this lesson in the hard way. For 3 days of stalking i didn't have a decent ,meal coz i follow them around, no time for eating. No sleep and i almost got sick, so when you are stalking ready your things. Pack light though you can't run when you have heavy luggage unless you are planning to check in their hotel and you can leave your clothes or other things. KEEP some sweets on your carry on items....you'll need more energy trust me.
Note: I will add more things/lessons so just keep on reading my blog
Shing shing! bye
Labels: fangirl, guidelines to fan girls or boys, idols, kpop, stalking, u-kiss
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This handsome guys is Alexander Lee Eusebio.
He wants to be called Xander or Alexander but don't call him Alex okay? He doesn't like it! Xander is Hal-Korean, Quarter Portuguese and a quarter Chinese. He was Born in HongKong July 29,1988.
He is the first and original member of U-Kiss (Korean International/Idol Superstar) a seven male group. Under circumstances he was removed from the group which i
will not dicuss because until now it really hurts my feeling to see him out of the very first K-POP group i loved and will ever love forever and ever.
The purpose of this blog entry is plainly for Xander. I dedicate this to him. I will tell you the story of how i fell inlove with this guy and everything that comes with it. Okay here goes.
WHY LOVE HIM??
well i say WHY NOT LOVE
HIM?? right?
This guys is so amazing He could be so perfect.
First He is so SMART! no Intelligent! Genius in every way! (No kidding) 3.97 GWA out of 4.00? and He know 7 languages! SEVEN guys! amazing!
Second Undeniably handsome! I saw him
with make up and without make up and i can tell you straight to your face HE IS HANDSOME! his skin is smooth (not that i got the chance to touch it but i can see it was smooth) and i like his skin color, not too pale but "moreno" his skin color made him seem like so approachable. Okay He may not have a buff body but WTH! i don't care i'm not going to marry a creepy muscle man anyways. Clearly not my type of guy. BUT!! He can do it if he wanted to you know. He has this amazing buffed arms it makes me drool.
see?
Third is He is super talented!
He can rap, sing, and dance urgh what can i ask for?
Fourth and last i think is that He is a Good Christian, God-Fearing and not only him but his whole family! Which is really amazing you know that he has been brought up by amazing parents. He is Kind and sweet and polite and loving!
What hurts me is what other people say about him... they judge him
Xander is gay!
My Reaction: Gay? like yeah he hugs Kevin and so sweet to the members but duh that doesn't make one a gay! Why? that what you call FAN SERVICE! BTW have you seen JRock star even kissing lips to lips on stage? then go to youtube watch some of 'em! clearly Xander is not gay coz he is really crushing over Lee Hyori (i'm really jealous of that woman BTW)
Xander looks gay!
My reaction: Why? have you seen a non-cross dresser gay? dude they look more manly than any man i've seen you wouldn't even notice they are gay! don't be stupid!
I know if someone is gay and clearly and most definitely Xander is nnot one of them! i will bet my whole life to it!
SUCK IT UP HATERS HE IS NOT GAY!!!!!
Labels: alexander lee eusebio, kpop, u-kiss, xander
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